Awaiting you

 Sorry for the silence all these weeks. 

I'm seriously busy like mad woman. 

Brother is officially married now. 

and I now has a sister in law, yayers! 

congrats to zee brother and sister in law :)

hopefully you both poops some pretty nieces and nephew for me soon! 

and grandchildrens for daddy and mummy. 

better be fast before I grow old. 

I actually can't wait for the moment already. -.-

too fast don't you think?

I'm crazy ugh wtf

anyways, many things happened within the week when I was away. 

Happy Sad and ochibala shit moment.

my hormones is controlling me, no wonder my red flag came a week earlier 

thanks to xperia reminder hahahaha. (i don't own one)

and as you scroll down, I actually forgotten why I posted this again. 

please note that when a girl has her period, she either is talkative, annoying, quiet, emo, angry..

long story short ...

too many emotions.

mood swings -.- pimple pop out here and there gah 

see, don't you think I talked too much? 

and it's not even the main point.

so much of skill to write useless essay next time hahahahahahah.

and did I tell anyone yet that today (idk why today) that I woke up and tell myself 

to be KIASU. 

never in my life. 

Kiasu in what le you think? 

of course in my studies. 

I need to have a goal at least to achieve something in my life.

sometimes someday somehow, I've always feel like a loser 

1. cause I'm not that smart. 

2. no it's wrong, I am smart, I am just lazy. 

3. Lazy is just pure excuses. 

4. I pampered myself too much

5. my boyfriend always pamper me too. hahahahahhaha

6. I'm in the wrong course. 

7. LOLS.

8. why am i posting this ?

9. I tend to go out of topic

10. this is awesome. I am awesome :P 

okay, if you don't know what kiasu mean...

okay i tell you, kiasu means scared to lose by other people. 

for example, you always want to be the top in class. 

that's kiasu. 

it has a good thing being kiasu okay :P 

you can learn so many things, be hardworking, and gain knowledge. 

how cool is that? 

super cool hahahahahha. 

After mumbling so much, let's back to the topic. 

this is before , before I polish and spray it. :) 

this is after, after I polish and spray it. 

okay la, the outcome was rather just fine. 

:( I'm actually kinda upset that I couldn't make it that smooth like you people can google it the web world. 

it looks rather rough for me, 

what can I say, I'm just first time learner. 

the photographer for my brother's wedding offered to help me to sell it in etsy. 

however, I got zero confident that I can make it perfectly like we see in other photo. 

so, I'll just let it go for a moment. 

hehehe

and about photo? 

okay, to be honest, I didn't do much make up for the day itself. 

so don't expect too much. and photo isn't up yet. 

maybe soon. 

but for preview. 

I'm gonna post up some that I could find and photos of me and my cousin playing the webcam in the vip room

and yes, I brought my laptop during the wedding dinner -.-
anyways, we had so much fun playing with the webcam.
keep looking at our silly faces and laughed like crazy. hahah
I think everyone was high on something :P  

at the end, even worse, I broke my heels .hahahahaha

okay, enough of talking already. 

I got homework to do. 

yes yes, just another 4 papers to go! 

yayers! 

enjoy the photos ya :)

muacks! 

this is photobooth sesion. I'll just post up this. 

one is enough right for the event? 

spot me in bunny head band :P

okay I'm obviously high now okay. 

that's why my whole post is rather crazy and useless and full of crap.

special thanks to :

now you all know why. 

haha, bye. 

love you all :) 

keep visiting and do drop comments ya. 

have a goodnight and sleep rest tonight.