Happy Belated Birthday Mum :)

first, I'm so sorry, but I promise this is the last post for today. 

I just want to say something in my blog for my mum. 

although I know she doesn't read this. 

dear mummy ,

I would love to say thank you for everything you have done to me. 

I love everything about you. 

thank you for bringing me into this world, mum.

I wouldn't be here of course also with the help of dad. 

thanks for all the clothes that you provide me with, the food that you fed me with, this beautiful house that we call home. 

I am thankful that God had given me such a beautiful lady to be my mother. 

A talented, disciplined, funny, fierce, unpredictable lady that thought me everything that I needed to know in life. 

I don't inherit any of your appearance, sadly. apart from the wavy hair, petite and that's it. 

I wish to inherit your talent in cooking especially. 

your cooking's are the best, I'll never eat any chicken/pork/lamb chop outside, 

cause yours are just perfect ;)

you have so many talent that I wish I had it too, sewing, arranging flowers, gardening, cooking and drawing. 

I used to remember you drew me. 

I wonder where did the portrait went to. 

I also would love to thank you for taking care of me when I'm sick. 

and I'm sure, now I'm taking my turn to take care of you when you're sick. 

I love how you bite me out of a sudden when I jump on your bed sleeping next to you.

when daddy is still reading the newspaper. 

I love how you tickle me that I wanted to get out of the bed as soon as possible. 

I love how you get angry at little things and I might tease you a bit that made you laugh in the end.

I honestly hate as every day passed, you gets a little older everyday. 

how I wish I appreciate all the things that you've done for me since day one when I was born.

I hate seeing the wrinkles on your face, 

But I promise, I'll love and take care of you and papa till the end of my life.

and also, be a better daughter that will make you proud one day. 

you'll see :) 

Oh Lord, I hope You heard our prayers.

So yesterday night, we had family gathering for rosary. 

I'm not going to say so much. 

this is my little niece, Ashley. 

 one of the shih zhu. in the family, we have 5 of em. this is Coco Chanel. :P

 this is something new to me, 

the name of this food is Queen of puddings :) 

It's yums. 

this is also new to me. 

the name is Eve's pudding. :) 

both of them are eaten with cream. 

it's so yummy :3

Sunday pot luck :)

 Cupcakes :) 

 Popiah 

Sausage and baked potatoes.

I forgot how we call this hehe

Kakak Carol's macaroni salad :) 

Uncle Alistair cutting the lamb :) 

my food (looks so greedy) 

the lamb with mint jam :) 

dessert time! 

Happy 14th Anniversary  :) 

to Uncle Francis and Aunty Grace :) 

look at only daughter wants to eat :P 

another round of tummy fattening.

chow :) 

it's fridayy fridayy.

this is one of my favourite food!  *non halal*

mom's porridge :D  

I don't know how we call this :S 

 Mom's favourite duck feet. *it's chicken feet i guess* hahah. thanks lc, for correcting me.
got a bit blur hahha

just morning, me and my mum went for breakfast before sending me to class. 

my class started at 10.30 as I don't take Physics. 

and it's such a waste of time going to school anyways. 

cause we all are having the exam mode and most students are absent. 

except the few of us. 

and all we did was just revision.

I have major problem with falling asleep in class. 

I just can't focus and being all sleepy in class.

should get a red bull next time. 

sheesh. -.-

it must be the Alevels schedule change my waking up time and also my school time.

it's all messed up now.

anyways, some of us had lunch at al asna. 

it's a mamak stall. 

teehee. 

I had roti telur with susu manis with kelapa. 

cause i don't take curryyyyyy. 

this is beatric

my roti telurrrr

my kelapa drink, not nice at all okay -.- 

not even a single 'isi' inside for me to eat :( tasteless lagi.

 one of my closest friend tengah posing. hahaha :) 

speechless, don't kill meh :D

 people playing games.

 the guai ones who actually studied.

Yolanda's new phone! 

I just realised how reckless I am without this blog. 

because I talk to myself, A LOT.

okay bye. :)

have a great weekend! 

Awaiting you

 Sorry for the silence all these weeks. 

I'm seriously busy like mad woman. 

Brother is officially married now. 

and I now has a sister in law, yayers! 

congrats to zee brother and sister in law :)

hopefully you both poops some pretty nieces and nephew for me soon! 

and grandchildrens for daddy and mummy. 

better be fast before I grow old. 

I actually can't wait for the moment already. -.-

too fast don't you think?

I'm crazy ugh wtf

anyways, many things happened within the week when I was away. 

Happy Sad and ochibala shit moment.

my hormones is controlling me, no wonder my red flag came a week earlier 

thanks to xperia reminder hahahaha. (i don't own one)

and as you scroll down, I actually forgotten why I posted this again. 

please note that when a girl has her period, she either is talkative, annoying, quiet, emo, angry..

long story short ...

too many emotions.

mood swings -.- pimple pop out here and there gah 

see, don't you think I talked too much? 

and it's not even the main point.

so much of skill to write useless essay next time hahahahahahah.

and did I tell anyone yet that today (idk why today) that I woke up and tell myself 

to be KIASU. 

never in my life. 

Kiasu in what le you think? 

of course in my studies. 

I need to have a goal at least to achieve something in my life.

sometimes someday somehow, I've always feel like a loser 

1. cause I'm not that smart. 

2. no it's wrong, I am smart, I am just lazy. 

3. Lazy is just pure excuses. 

4. I pampered myself too much

5. my boyfriend always pamper me too. hahahahahhaha

6. I'm in the wrong course. 

7. LOLS.

8. why am i posting this ?

9. I tend to go out of topic

10. this is awesome. I am awesome :P 

okay, if you don't know what kiasu mean...

okay i tell you, kiasu means scared to lose by other people. 

for example, you always want to be the top in class. 

that's kiasu. 

it has a good thing being kiasu okay :P 

you can learn so many things, be hardworking, and gain knowledge. 

how cool is that? 

super cool hahahahahha. 

After mumbling so much, let's back to the topic. 

this is before , before I polish and spray it. :) 

this is after, after I polish and spray it. 

okay la, the outcome was rather just fine. 

:( I'm actually kinda upset that I couldn't make it that smooth like you people can google it the web world. 

it looks rather rough for me, 

what can I say, I'm just first time learner. 

the photographer for my brother's wedding offered to help me to sell it in etsy. 

however, I got zero confident that I can make it perfectly like we see in other photo. 

so, I'll just let it go for a moment. 

hehehe

and about photo? 

okay, to be honest, I didn't do much make up for the day itself. 

so don't expect too much. and photo isn't up yet. 

maybe soon. 

but for preview. 

I'm gonna post up some that I could find and photos of me and my cousin playing the webcam in the vip room

and yes, I brought my laptop during the wedding dinner -.-
anyways, we had so much fun playing with the webcam.
keep looking at our silly faces and laughed like crazy. hahah
I think everyone was high on something :P  

at the end, even worse, I broke my heels .hahahahaha

okay, enough of talking already. 

I got homework to do. 

yes yes, just another 4 papers to go! 

yayers! 

enjoy the photos ya :)

muacks! 

this is photobooth sesion. I'll just post up this. 

one is enough right for the event? 

spot me in bunny head band :P

okay I'm obviously high now okay. 

that's why my whole post is rather crazy and useless and full of crap.

special thanks to :

now you all know why. 

haha, bye. 

love you all :) 

keep visiting and do drop comments ya. 

have a goodnight and sleep rest tonight. 

Christmas 2008.

HAHAHAHAHAH. 

2008? 

My head was telling me, "you're so 2000 and late"

:P 

excuse me, I was just missing the season month like Christmas. 

Just FYI, even before Christmas last year. 

I was already starting to sing Chinese New Year song. -.- 

lame right? I know haha. 

when Chinese New Year was over, 

I suddenly can't wait for Hari Raya...

and the cycle goes that way. 

My calendar is always far ahead from the normal ones.

(too much crap,aye?)

I'm bored and stress. that's why. D: 

okay, story continue. 

why Christmas 2008? :D

well cause, I found photos! in my pendrive :3 

note that, the photo are taken by my cousin.

visit him, here !!! 

I think he's awesome ;) 

he takes photo of celebrities like Emma Watson (Harry Potter fans), Megan Fox, Miley Cyrus and even Taylor Swift. 

envy much? :D 

My nenek making Linut? :D 

celebrating his birthday :D 

lovely grandparents :D 

familia 

cousins :D

so random yes? 

this is my blog, so i post whatever i want :P hahah

peace :D