Day 19

Disrespecting your parents

I don't really understand this question actually. 

but yeah, I assume that almost everyone had been rebellious towards our parents. 

well, I know I did. 

but it was more when I'm still younger, not that I'm old now. 

but at least, I can think closely like an adult compared to last time. 

Also, having a clear thought on why our parents didn't want us to do such thing. 

I know they had their reasons why. 

and knowing it why now, makes me think that I've grown up to understand and respect my parents more. 

even though, sometimes when I'm not in a good mood, 

I still yell unintentionally at them. 

and feeling really guilty afterwards. 

however, I tried to control my anger and emotions. 

I'm also really sorry that I go against you sometimes. 

I'm really sorry and I love you both until eternity. 

xoxo 

Day 18

Your beliefs

I believe in God

I believe that life isn't fair

I believe that things doesn't always go the way you want it to be

I believe in living my life to the fullest

I believe in my dream

I believe I can achieve it someday

I believe that good things come to an end

I believe that your love ones will turn you down someday or somehow

I believe that nothing is forever

I believe that God is watching me

I believe in Angels

I believe in my Saint. 

I believe that everyone learn from mistake

I believe that when you find a job that you love, you'll never have to work a day in your life.

I believe that things happen for a reason.

I believe the Jesus died for us. 

Day 17

My highs and lows in the past year

Highs :

1. I meet and made many awesome friends :D 
2. dad bought me new laptop, watch and phone.
3. I went for A levels. 
4. Had a part time job with my neighbor. 
5. I had stinky and tity from the someone special (I'll show you someday)
6. went to crocodile farm. 
7. celebrated birthday with someone special :)
8. I had few months break :D 
9. stupid someone special gave me a surprise come back :)

Lows :

1. I didn't celebrate Valentine's day. 
2. We broke up. 
3. my close friend and I went separate ways. 
4. I was fully awake after 7 plus minus shots of liquor when everyone is quite drunk.
5. I had to stand under the rain during the 1 Malaysia event. 
6. I walked under the rain during the 1 Malaysia parade. 
7. I chopped off my hair really short, and.. it took me so long to grow it back. it's not even that long now. :(

I think that's all ? hehe. 

Day 16

Your view on main stream music 

I actually have nothing to say about main stream music. 

it is okay with me, 

however when a song is overplayed sometimes, 

it gets really annoying to me. 

I don't know why, I don't know if you feel it too. 

main stream music are mostly the recent popular songs. 

well, you can see that I'm not really a fan cause it's obvious in my itunes. 

I could count my songs with my fingers and toes only and thats it. 

hehehe. 

hmmm. what is this all about again? hahahah 

Day 15

Your Favourite tumblr 

one of my favourite tumblr would be..... clik here!

I do have a tumblr account which is not really that active. 

I don't go there often, anymore. 

but hey, this challenge made me go there to select my favourite tumblr. hahaha

I'm not a tumblr person anymore (call me a loser whtever shit, IDC.)

besides that, I adore this girl.

she's pretty and funny in a way :) 

I used to follow her in my previous tumblr. 

then when I deleted my tumblr, I went to search for her again >.< 

hahaha. 

such a dull blog post afterall. 

bye, enjoy your weekends :) 

Day 14

Your earliest memory

don't I look just cute? hahaha

let you see another one, much cuter i bet :P

my hair stands lol.

one of my earliest memory would be this uncle calling me trojan because of hair. 

heheh. 

i don't quite remember how is like during my childhood. 

but I could still remember some. 

I've got no photo of me and my childhood friend last time. 

but I have the one when we grow up (excuses because I'm lazy to find the photo)

this is my childhood best friend, Melinda ! :) 

she's younger than me a year. 

I've known her for nearly my whole life I think ;P

my earliest memory are mostly spend with this girl and another few girls and boys which we still remain friends :)

life is awesome, yes? 

I used to remember those day when she come over to my house and play. 

we ride the bicycle in the house, 

broke the glass, broke the vase. 

which some she doesn't remember that I still do. 

we did so much things together. 

obsession of Hello Kitty and Polly Pockets too. 

playing under the bell where opposite us was just the mosque. 

I wonder how did we tolerate the sunny heat on every Saturday afternoon. 

we went on stage together for Christmas singing competition, where we sang 'twinkle twinkle little star'

and how happy we were to receive puzzle. 

I wish we were still as naive and small like last time :)

we went to school together at Good Shepherd , Lutong. 

although we weren't in the same class, or not sitting together. 

we came together as our mum take turn to pick or send us there :)

we always argue who was older, and I've always told her that I was. 

but she always said that she was. I doubt that she still remember this. 

it's quite funny to think about it now. 

I still remember this conversation where you told me how your mum gave birth to you.

hmm, I'm wondering now how could a 4 years old think about that. 

is it normal or is it just us two?

we argue a lot when we were younger, cause we were still young. 

as we got older, things are okay. 

tolerable and just fine. 

I got so much to say, 

but I want to say thank you for giving me such memorable childhood :) 

I don't know how my childhood memory would be any fun if it's without you, Melinda. 

hehehehe 

Day 13

Somewhere you'd like to move or visit

first impression : I would love to answer everywhere, can or not? 

straight forward and simple 

and I'm done blogging for today. 

haha. "damn you,jo"  my inner self telling me that I've lost my commitment towards this blog. 

aldhsjfdkng

which I won't, cause it's my new year resolution. 

okay okay, done with your crap jo. 

cut the crap and lets go!

I want to visit everywhere! 

but I have a list of place to go before I die. (yerseh) -.-

Rome, Italy (Vatican City too)

why? 

Because it's such a beautiful place to visit don't you think?

I want to go there to meet my papi, the Holy Father of Pope Benedict XVI.

even just to see a glimpse of Our Holy Father from afar. 

I'll be very glad. 

Paris

do I need to explain why? lol

Hong Kong 

the beautiful scenery at night is breathtaking.

Hong Kong Disneyland! 

 Did I mentioned how cute HK disneyland dim sum is super cute? 

and of course, dim sum. (I am so hungry right now!)

Thailand!

the island there, omgah. 

how could you not go there? 

shopping is the best there too ! :P 

as if I ever go hahah. 

Alaska

to experience northern light :) 

(I want to fly there now, if I see that now I'll be in *langit ketujuh* hahaha. cloud nine. :P

but direct translate says seven. 

South Africa

sunset in Africa would be wonderful. 

surrounded with tigers, lions, zebras, snakes and etc. 

who want to come with me? 

let's date in Africa! :D 

New York 

to walk at the NY time square. 

remembering times of MKA

London

 eye of London 

London clock tower :) 

Canada!  

to watch Salmon give birth during the winter time! 

Salmon is really nice to eat. (hungry again)

Beautiful Niagara Falls :D

& also to meet my family there :) 

Australia 

To watch Kangaroos? really. hahahahha

New Zealand 

to watch the pretty sheep there! 

how adorable. 

suitable for counting sheep before sleep! hahaha

China

 The great wall of Chinaaaaaaaa

How Chinese series influence my imagination about the ancient Palace there :) 

India

such a beautiful scenery of Taj Mahal :) 

and Saree  ! 

Abu Dhabi 

I just want to go there, simple as that, yes? 

that's the end. 

this post took me really long time to finish D: 

ain't complaining, just saying. 

Goodnight / goodmorning

bye, enjoy your weekends!

it's Friday already. 

tata. 

xoxo

Day 12

Bullet your whole day. 

Hi, 

I woke up pretty late this morning, about 10 ish. or 9 hehe

by then my sister is in the kitchen already. 

guess what she did? 

Cupcakes for gawai :D 

Had "cang" for breakfast and nothing for lunch. 

lately I just don't bother to eat much.

fussy taste buds?

I didn't dry the laundry today cause my mum is impatient. 

so she dry it herself. hahaha

so I just helped around the kitchen washing the dishes. 

which I didn't like doing it at all. 

right after my sister finished doing her cupcakes. 

I asked her if she wanted to make macarons again? 

she said something else, like "go blend the oreos la!"

I was thinking.. what oreo? 

she thought I was talking about the oreo truffle -.-

which I made it after that. 

coated with chocolate and decorated with white chocolate. 

it tasted just fine to me. 

nothing excited. 

and as usual, when online. 

about 3 something, I went shower and ready to go out.

go nyabang which means visiting. :)

went to my sister's friend's house. 

I was expecting the liquor and tuak.

had an early dinner there. 

the food was yummylicious.

ayam pansuh, wow wow. nice okay.

too bad, I was too full to eat the 2nd round. 

sadly also, I didn't take any photo. 

then they had liquor and tuak.

haha, my sister was so nice that she replaced me cause I'm having Chemistry exam tomorrow. 

she drank double. lol.

talk talk talk. 

then we went home around 7-ish.

showered and now updating my blog. 

did I mentioned that I created a new twitter account? 

anyone who has twitter, follow me yeah.

click here!

so yeah, that's my day. how's yours?

Gonna off to study now. 

goodbye. 

xoxo 

Day 11

Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up 

Hello, I don't have ipod / mp3. I don't remember where I misplaced it. 

sorry and my itunes is rather empty heheheh

however, I got 10 songs that I often listened to.

it's actually a mixtape from the boyfie :) 

no wait, I just realised there is some song cause I put in on shuffle. 

imma listen to all of it and list it down now :P

1. Enrique Iglesias - Hero 
2. Count on me - Bruno Mars 
3. Is this the end - Zee Avi
4. I wish I never - Zee Avi 
5. Tapi bukan aku - kerispatih
6. Like we used to - A rocket to the moon
7. For you I will - Teddy Geiger 
8. tak bisa memiliki - dygta
9. try too hard - teddy geiger
10. Air Dry - teddy geiger.

hahaha, Happy Gawai to those who are celebrating :) 

xoxo

Day 10

Discuss your first love and first kiss 

dup dap dup dap.

I never expected there's people who is waiting for this post. 

I'm so sorry but to disappoint you all la. 

apart from Jesus, my first love would be...

Aaron Carter, source from google. hahaha

and you would act like "walau this girl play cheat one on 30days challenge"

haiyo, so i tell you la okay. this is still true. 

uh I don't know cause I don't remember anything. 

but so far, of what I remembered of. my first love...

(i find this very funny) is still one of my close friend right now.

I can't be sure that if he's gonna read this. 

in fact, I don't know who reads my blog. -.-

I don't know whether I should categorized (?) this as my first love. 

one thing, he's single! and tall and handsome and cute. haha

he's quite mean to me these days.

no wait, he's always mean. 

we used to be the best friend when we were in primary school.

he use to come over to my house and we would ran around the house chasing one another. 

I remembered he injured his leg once at my house. if I'm not mistaken it's him. 

cause there were three of us. 

I remembered we were playing pc games upstairs. I was holding the mouse. 

and he touched my hand. 

I went like ":O omg what is he trying to do"

and I was save by the bell, his mom came and fetch him.

muhahahahha.

ho shit, I'm hoping he's not gonna read this. 

serious awkward okay (gah)

enough right? satisfied already? hehehe

first kiss? 

even worst!.

had my first kiss on the day I was born. :)

of course it's from my parents and siblings that I'm sure. 

HAHA.

you seriously would think that I would discuss about my first kiss? 

wow, that's not gonna be a secret anymore eh? 

how sad. I wish I could keep it just for myself and that person.

it's not something that I would just simply tell.

:)

well, what kind of kiss you want? hahaha.

kiss on the cheeks? 

kiss on the lips?

HAHAHHAHA.

I seriously don't know. 

all I can say it's awkward and silly.

it was just an innocent kiss. 

unexpected.

I'm not gonna elaborate more. 

cause I don't know who reads my blog. 

his current girlfriend might be visiting. 

I don't wanna cause any argument / jealousy. 

peace lovelies. :) 

Day 09

how you hope your future will be like

it's similar to Day 02 right? 

that post has said it all. 

however, sometimes, it doesn't happened. 

and I couldn't predict how is my future gonna look like. 

and of course, everyone wishes that their future will be great. 

big house, perfect husband/wife, nice car, beautiful kids, etc etc. 

am i right? 

hehe, 

I got nothing much to say cause I've already explained where I want to be in the next 10 years. 

I might just write something about what I looked for in my future husband ;)

I'm sorry that I'm going to talk crap cause I just consume chocolate. 

I might get high when I start my imagination. hahahhaa

and all these will be close to be the perfect husband :P 

1. Loyalty is a must :) if he is not loyal, I'll throw him into the rubbish bin :D 
2. he must be sweet like candy, or chocolate. so he can makes me happy all the time. quite impossible right? might consider making him my chill pill. hehe
3. he has to be understanding, patient and caring. a girl like me is hard to handle, okay? he has to understand me well, like.... (omg i'm so fussy), patient cause I throw tantrums on him when I get angry/ pissed off. caring, when he know that something is not right.
4. loving person, so that he can be a loving father to our childrens. wakakkakaka. (I'm too young to get married now) the perfect daddy to become their hero when they grow up.
5. self respect. he needs to respect me, he needs to understand why i said no. when a no will be a no. and yes will be a yes. 
6. he has to be INTERESTING. if he's not, I'mma get bored very easily. hehehhehhe.
7. mysterious, so that I can figure something out from him :P
8. funny, do like stupid jokes infront of me so we can laugh die hard the whole day. 
9. he has to be good looking like ummm. 
10. rich too muahahahhaha. 

the guy above, wow. so yummy. hahahahahha

I know some of you hates justin bieber. 

but he's quite hot to be honest in some ways. 

I'm not a big fan of him, but just watch. 

it will make you laugh, I'm sure :P hahahahha

Day 08

A moment you felt satisfied with your life 

so farrrr...

it's sad to disappoint you all,

but I haven't felt that way yet.

I get satisfied very easily.. 

but then again, not really also.

I get satisfied when my cooking taste nice :P

I get satisfied when I just finish cleaning up my closet.

I get satisfied when my study table looks clean and organised. 

just little things like this makes me satisfied.

live your life simple :)

Day 07

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

HI, honestly speaking I've never google my zodiac sign to see if it fits me. 

because of this challenge, I googled it. duh~ 

it says a lot about me. 

But I would love to ask you does it fits my personality.? 

of course for those who knows me personally. hehe :) 

I'll just copy and paste some okay? 

it's too long D: 

She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion and intensity that only few other women can. Making them fall in love is, however, an entirely different task. They will demand total perfection from you, even though they may fall short in that arena.

It's better to get used to their critical nature. A Virgo girl believes that she is extremely efficient and organized and what is more annoying is, that she is right. She is a stickler for time and it's better not to be late when you are meeting her. She will not break the new, expensive vase when she is upset, but she can be very demanding and fussy. If the fault is yours, admit that you are wrong and say it while handing her the flowers. Don't even try to argue, or she will lose her temper again.

It is better to leave her alone for sometime and she will cool again. On the other hand, a Virgo woman will find it very hard to accept that she is wrong. The fact is, most of the time she's not. When you are courting her as well as after you get married, it is advisable to mind your manners. She cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc. It's better to brush up your vocabulary too. She will not cling to you, nor will she become totally aloof.

She is also very good with finances and extravagance is not one of her personality traits. A Virgo female cannot stand public displays of affection and it is better to be subtle in this area. Her taste is very good and her intellect quite developed. If you are trying to woo her, take her to places like theatre, art gallery, etc. Just like a typical Virgo, she is prone to worrying about things too much and she will do your part of the job too. She is very much attached to the ground and prefers to live in the real world.

You let a Virgo female do her part of making things seem just perfect and she will keep you entertained with all her feminine charms. She is very sensitive and her feelings are pretty fragile, but she will become exceedingly strong when you need her support. With kids, she will be very considerate and you will never see them running around in their underclothes. She will be gentle, but firm and will demand complete discipline from them. Even though a Virgo woman is very critical, she will not take criticism very nicely. It never works the other way round for her.

The reason for this is that she is as aware of her own imperfections as she is of yours. So, she doesn't need you to remind her of her own shortcomings every now and then. Instead of fretting over her perfectionism, you should feel blessed to have such a charming female who never makes your house look like a garbage dump. Your toast will never get burnt and your coffee will always taste just perfect. She has a witty side too and when she laughs, it seems like the ringing of little bells, doesn't it!

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

I find this funny, somehow. 

I find this 95% true. 

the other 5% is because I don't entirely believe in zodiac signs :) 

hmm hmm, this post is mostly for the boyfie to answer. 

gah, I even found a website for zodiac sign that has how are they on bed hahahahahahahhahaha

LOL, this day wasn't meant to be funny after all. 

yes, hoping to collect my bag tomorrow :) 

muacks! 

ps : I actually copied the whole passage. hahahahahahah -.-  

day 06

Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

gah, I can't seemed to think about anything interesting about myself. 

squeeze some brain juice first haha.

1. HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! My name is Joanna Fong and I'm not telling you my full name. hahaha. wth. I have a name that not many people knows, Rosalia. 
2. I'm coming 19 this year and I have a P license but I have not drive out once after I got it. It has been almost 3 months? hahahaha
3. I'm mix Chinese Melanau, and is the youngest in the family! 
4. I'm a lefty and how stupid I can sound when I can't differentiate push and pull. 
5. I can't hold my fork and spoon properly. I'm not lady like when I eat especially during formal occasions. how embarrassing. 
6. I have a habit of touching my brows especially when I'm bored, day dreaming, waiting bla bla bla. it looks kinda bald now hahahahaha. half of it
7. my email address password is a person name which I had a crush on last time. long long time ago. hahahaha
8. my current boyfriend is my high school sweet heart which I had a crush on since form 1 :) it's not the same person with no 7. 
9. I'm engaged! do you believe me? HAHAHAHAHA. you better not. I'm just kidding. I'm taken but still available since I'm not married yet. HAHAHA. no wonder my boyfriend treats me like a queen. (Hi baby, I love you) 
10. the sweetest thing he told me just now was "you're all that I dream about since I'm 13." woots
11. I don't drink coffee but I like bitting on straw sometimes. 
12. I'm an animal lover. I'm a used to wannabe wildlife conservationist :( biology is too hard.
13. I got a better dream to make it come true , which is pastryyyyyy :)
14. I haven't change the theme on my phone since the first day I bought it. it's a photo of Paris :)
15. I can speak at least 5 language fluently.
16. I'm currently addicted to headbands and wreaths. also is loving french bun. :)
17. I certainly can't swim =.=
18. one of my favourite reptiles are snakes. ;)
19. I love braids. 
20. I wish I'm slim like my mother, tall (average height) like papi. too bad I'm the other way round haha
21. I need at least 4 pillows to sleep with. 
22. I have never left my phone at home when I go out except last sunday before going to church. cause i was in a rush.
23. I have more pumps than heels. 
24. I still have one of my ex's drawing on my walls. hmmmmmmmm. wondering why is it there? 
25. my sister and I collects coca cola tins from all over the world.
26. the first macarons me and my sister attempt to make succeeded :)
27. yes yes, few more to go. what else yaa... I'm currently in Alevels. however, I'm in the wrong course. too late to realize?
28. my favourite cartoon in the whole wide world would be... elmo :)
29. if not mistaken, I have two elmos :P
30. I have wavy hair. 

shit, not interesting at all. -.- 

Day 05

A time you thought of ending your life.

in such ways we call it commit suicide? 

I can't recall if I have ever attempt to do so, 

cause I have always put God first when I'm down.

however, for over all these while.

I've been through a lot. 

and there was only once where I felt like ending my life. 

I regretted it. 

and I will never repeat this again just because of one guy. 

it is silly to thing about it. 

I'm glad and overjoyed that I'm so over it. 

can't you see how happy am I now?  :)

I thanked the Lord for showing me love once again 

and having to preserve it and stay faithful to each other this long is such a blessing.

I don't know how did I went through all this shit, 

but I've grown stronger day by day. 

and if anyone out there is going through all this, 

hang in there. 

cause God has greater plan for you in the future. 

so, think twice before making a decision. 

there's nothing to regret about if you made the right one. 

one advice for anyone out there reading this :

I'm not going to break your hopes and dreams, 

but this is the fact, the reality is nothing last forever. 

forever belongs to God alone, when we are one with Him on the Last Day. 

don't end your life just because you broke up with your boyfriend or girlfriend. (in my case >.<)

let it go, just let it go.

don't worry about the future, cause you'll never know what's gonna happen. 

lastly, pray to God to keep you strong.

trying to end your life is a sin. 

peace :) 

Day 04

your views on religion 

first impression on this question : gah, can I skip this? 

haha, another sensitive issue here. 

first of all, if you don't know me well / personally. 

I'm Joanna and I was born a Catholic. 

when I was younger, I was taught to pray and I could recite my own prayers when I reach 6 years old. 

I thanked my parents for teaching me how to pray.

I thanked my parents for accompanying me praying when I was younger. 

I used to remember that when I was younger, my family always pray in the room on this certain day. 

however, I was too young then to understand why. 

I have to admit that I have done things that I'm not proud of, 

but I'll try not to repeat and repent. 

as I reach older, I don't do my prayers.
that's one thing that I'm not proud of.
:(
personally, my relationship between God and I has drifted apart so much over these few years of my life.
and it hurt me that sometimes it brings me tears when I'm in church.
just because I know His words are comforting me.
and I have always needed Him in my life.
I believe He loves me, I believe that He has everything planned out for me.
and I can never stop what's going to happened in the future.

I personally doesn't care about one's religion. 

despite the country I live in is multiracial and we have our own religion and believes.

I respect every religion that exists in this world. 

and I do believes the moral values in each religion

as long as they are good deeds. 

I believe in good deeds. 

I also believe that everyone is free to choose their own religion.

I am a human being, I judge sometimes.

I have always hated when someone blame one action based on their religion. 

I have always hated that. 

to me, it's not their religion faults. 

it's their own faults. 

I believe every religion is good in their own ways. 

to be honest, I stopped visited one of this Malaysian blogger when I saw that post. 

it hurt my feeling.

I'm not telling you who or what so. 

as I believe to live in peace. 

I have learnt critical thinking for almost a year now. 

and it taught me not to judge a book by it's cover. 

I felt ashamed that she was one of the famous blogger in my country 

and also not being able to be a role module to all blogger in my country.

peace ! 

after all, it's my opinion right? :P 

Day 03.

Your views on drugs and alcohol

My view on drugs and alcohol..

it's a hard question to answer actually. 

I believed that most of my friends do drink. 

drugs, I'm not going to say names.

I admitted I used to drink when I was a bit younger. 

Only started when I reach form 3. 

and quited around hahahha... last year?

I'm going to talk about alcohol first as I am more familiar to it. 

it's obvious that alcohol isn't good.

reasons are :

1. you get drunk.

2. which leads to accident.

3. might cause death.

4. you might get sickness causes from excessive alcohols. 

5. you might sleep with someone else :O wops. 

6. which causes break ups / divorce 

7. this is crazy

8. waste of money

9. hangover. 

meh, one disadvantages is I get rashes all the time after drinking. 

but I stopped just because I didn't like drinking at all. 

drugs is on the other hand, is totally a no - no. 

it will destroy your future. 

your life.

and also waste so much on money. 

However there's one advice to all, 

DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE. SAVE LIVES! 

Day 02

Where you'd like to be in 10 years 

Where would I like to be in 10 years time..

this answer is rather easy for me to answer. 

Out of all the places in the world, I want to be in Paris. 

I want to live in Paris. 

I have no idea why and how this started. 

I've grown up my whole life living with bread. 

I could've just live with bread, if I wanted to.

the earliest memories of my life, I have bread for breakfast, lunch and dinner. 

just bread and butter. 

which explain why my body type is like this. 

I have to admit that I'm a sweet tooth.

I only had this realization of this dream just recently,

it's quite a waste of time for me now cause I'm in the wrong course, wrong path. 

However, I can't just let go of everything now just because of this dream.

I need to at least finish what I have started. 

even though I know I'm not to succeed in this course. 

However still, I just have to half a year this long to begin this dream of mine. 

I haven't told anyone about this, at least not the whole thing.

To begin with this, it's not going to be easy. 

apart from being far from the family soon, it's the finance that counts. 

this dream will cost me so much of money. 

money doesn't grow on trees. 

I wish they do. 

at the age of 18, I think even more than the adults do when they were my age. 

However, I've never once tell anyone what I thought about. 

It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I could forget about it in a split second. 

I have that thoughts only when I'm alone .

I have a really deep interest in baking, which lead me to these. 

I hated people who look down on my dream :(

How could you destroy my dream?

But not this time.

not anymore. 

I love to try new things to bake. 

which I know, I got so much to learn to achieve that dream of mine. 

and even if I didn't succeed in this dream, as long as I step my foot down the eifeel tower. 

that's enough for me. 

If I didn't had this dream, 

I wouldn't know where I want to be /  want to live.

how could you not love french pastry? 

How could you not love macarons? 

How could you not love madeleine?

How could you not love meringue?

How could you not love truffles? 

How could you not love me? :P

I'm just kidding. 

Did you know that the nationality of the famous donut inventor is French?

all these while, I thought it's from the US. 

awesome posume. 

I wish I have french blood in me hahahahhahahahhaha.